Curt
Wild was amused. Ever since he'd heard that song, Brian's song, he had
not been able to stop laughing to himself. He hadn't even been able to
look Brian in the eye quite yet, although he'd been hiding that fact
with a string of artful hairstyles and blowjobs.
The thing was that, once the drugs had worked the whole way out of
Curt's system, that Brian Slade was the least subtle person on the face
of the earth, even if you threw in that British queer he was always on
about. And they could write liner notes all day long, but everybody and
their tarted up sister knew that Brian was singing "Come and Curt me"
when he was batting his lashes like he had some vicious glitter stuck
in his eye.
That Brian fancied himself quite the wit worked in Curt's favor more
often than not anyway, and Curt liked being wined and dined, liked
being seduced, even when the seduction was the blunt effort of Brian's
painted and sharp nails.
So what the hell, then, he didn't mind singing Brian's tune for a
little while; it was something new and the old shit hadn't been doing
him much good. Brian was on the other side of the flat, plucking at his
guitar with a pinched, "don't bother me, I'm creating art" expression,
and Curt was content to let him stew for awhile longer, get himself
good and worked up before knocking him off his chair for a tumble.
Maybe they'd even make it to the bed. It had happened, once or twice.
Curt drew his eyes away from Brian's pretty, pouting scowl and let his
gaze wander across the flat. It caught on the glossy cover of a cheap
paperback laying on the table, and Curt scooped it up, smoothed
guitar-callused fingers over the cover.
The Brit queer again? Curt felt maybe the cosmos were giving him a
sign, the gods of Rock N Roll, or the Queens of Glam, whichever, but
laughed it off. That was Brian's shtick, destiny and fate and all that
shit. Curt was just here for the free booze.
Still, when in Rome...still laughing, Curt let the book go limp in his fingers, to fall open wherever it chose.
"Nothing makes one so vain as being told one is a sinner."
Curt was tipping back his head to laugh, laugh at all this crazy
fucking shit, but it caught in his throat when he found Brian suddenly
standing over him, eyes burning with fanaticism for a religion that
Curt didn't completely understand yet, but thought that Brian himself
might be the Holy Savior it centered around.
"You understood," Brian breathed, fervent and bright, his edges blurred
by the smoke rising from the cigarette bent between his fingers. "I knew you would."
Curt didn't, and he wasn't sure he wanted to, but the hands tugging his
shirt off and pulling him towards the bed, he understood that shit all
right. Being wanted, yeah, there was nothing secret about Brian's
message so far as that was concerned.
"Falling star," Brian gasped against Curt's neck as his knees bump the
edge of the bed. His head was tipped back to Curt's lips against the
throb of his pulse, eyes distant across the London fog.
"Yes," Curt agreed, as he planted a hand in the center of Brian's chest and shoved.
fin