These morning classes have to go,
Soubi thought to himself as he stepped out of his door. He yawned as he
fumbled the door locked and twisted the handle to test it, then began
down the stairs, footsteps clanking on the rusty metal. One of
these days this things is going to rust right out, Soubi mused, and
I'll put my foot through one of these steps and end up…
The thought trailed off as Soubi came around the corner of the landing
and found Ritsuka on the bottom step, leaning his head against the
railing's support. Fear of the decrepit stairs forgotten, Soubi moved
to kneel in front of Ritsuka in a blur of motion, textbooks dropped
unceremoniously in the dirt. Ritsuka's ears were folded down tightly,
and he refused to lift his gaze from the ground.
"Are you all right?" Soubi asked, already reaching for the cut that
stretched from Ritsuka's jaw down over his chin.
"Soubi." Ritsuka's ears flickered in irritation at the stupidity of the
question, but he didn't stop Soubi from probing the wound lightly.
"It was too long to cover?" Soubi asked, and Ritsuka gave a minute nod.
"So you didn't want to go to school. Oh, Ritsuka."
"I shouldn't've come!" Ritsuka tried to stand, but was scooped up in
Soubi's arms before he got any further, and was being carried up the
stairs. The fifth stair creaked alarmingly under the weight, but Soubi
barely even noticed.
"You left your books," Ritsuka pointed out while Soubi failed utterly
to negotiate the door.
"It's okay." The door swung open to reveal a sleep-mussed Youji,
wearing worn pajama pants at least six inches too long. "Thank you."
"You woke me up, I just got back to sleep." Youji yawned and peered at
Ritsuka. "Oi, brat. Shouldn't you be in school?"
"Shouldn't you?" Soubi asked, edging past Youji, leaving the Zero to
pull the door shut.
"Don't be stupid." Youji yawned hugely again, then shuffled back over
to the futon he was sharing with Natsuo and flopped down into the next
of blankets. When Soubi glanced over at them after setting Ritsuka down
on his own bed, Zero was already tangled tightly around one another, a
foot and a red ear the only thing visible. One of them was snoring
softly.
Ritsuka sat cross-legged on Soubi's bed, staring
silently at his feet while Soubi cleaned the cut on his face, and also
rewrapped the bandage on his right hand that blood was seeping through.
He couldn't keep from pressing a kiss into the bandaged palm.
"Let me see." Ritsuka twisted his hand around to grip Soubi's hand,
which still was wrapped lightly although the nail-hole was mostly
healed. Soubi didn't protest while Ritsuka carefully peeled away the
gauze and cleaned both sides before wrapping it back up.
"We
match," Soubi said, lacing his injured hand with Ritsuka's so that
their bandages pressed together lightly. "I'm almost as cute as
Ritsuka."
"Soubi!" Ritsuka snatched his hand away and scowled,
but his ears were no longer pressed tightly back against his scalp.
Soubi tweaked one for luck, chuckling, and then got up to make tea.
An hour or so later, Kio slammed the door open to find Ritsuka
stretched out on the bed beside Soubi, watching him sketch, their cold
mugs set aside on the floor.
"I should've known." Kio thumped
Soubi's rather dirty books down on the counter. "Normal people
oversleep, but you're too busy running a shelter for strays!"
"Jealous?" Natsuo had struggled from bed finally and appeared behind
Kio, who jumped about six inches. Youji stumbled after him, rubbing his
eyes.
"No!" Kio snapped, leaving the books on the counter and going over to
lean against the windowsill. "Because I'm not a pervert!"
Soubi and Ritsuka exchanged a glance, and Ritsuka wrinkled his nose,
making Soubi laugh.
"I wouldn't be laughing if I were you!" Kio crossed his arms and glared
at Soubi. "You've already missed three classes!"
"You had class this morning?" Ritsuka demanded. "Soubi, why didn't you
say?!"
"It's university," Soubi ruffled the hair between Ritsuka's ears. "I
don't have to go to all my classes, so long as I turn my work in."
"Well, you have to go to this one," Kio sniffed. "The model'll only be
here today!"
"I'm busy." Soubi smiled at Ritsuka. Behind Kio, Zero made a gagging
noise. "Something came up."
"Soubi…" Kio started, but Ritsuka bounced to his knees.
"Soubi!" Ritsuka gave Soubi's shoulder a little shove. "You shouldn't
skip your classes! You have to go!"
"And where are you going to go? Home?" Soubi asked coolly, and Ritsuka
dropped his eyes. Soubi's expression turned thoughtful. "Would you like
to come with me?"
"To class?" Ritsuka's eyes widened, then narrowed suspiciously as he
turned to look at Kio. "Can I?"
"Oh sure!" Kio threw his hands in the air. "Why doesn't everybody just
come along! You freaks too, the more the merrier!"
"We'll pass, thanks," Natsuo reported. Youji reached up to snap
Natsuo's eyepatch elastic playfully.
"It's a studio class," Soubi shrugged, climbing out of bed and offering
Ritsuka a hand up. "No one will mind." Ritsuka ignored Soubi's hand and
hopped off the bed to get his sneakers.
"I was kidding you know!" Kio exclaimed.
*******
Ritsuka's eyes were huge as he took in the spacious studio. Sunlight
streamed in the wide windows that covered an entire wall, pouring warm
rays over two dozen easels and pristine canvases. Art students milled
about, chattering and mixing paints, gathering brushes and laughing. A
male model about the same age as the students was lounging on a stool
set up on a platform in the middle of the studio, wearing a silk robe
with obviously nothing underneath, and several of the girls were
standing in a clot near the platform, whispering and shooting
appreciative gazes at him. Ritsuka grabbed for Soubi's hand and pressed
closer to him.
"Get a room," Kio grumbled, striding off to claim an easel for Soubi
and himself.
"Soubi, are you going to paint him?" Ritsuka asked.
"We all are," Soubi answered, twining his fingers through Ritsuka's.
"Soubi-kun!" a girl with a dark ponytail and jangly hoop earrings came
up to Soubi and punched him playfully in the arm. "You skipped class
again! Sleeping late as usual?" The girl glanced down and caught sight
of Ritsuka. "Oh, how cute! And who are you, sweetie?"
"Er,"
Ritsuka squeezed Soubi's hand more tightly, and glanced between him and
girl shyly. "I'm Aoyagi Ritsuka." Then he shot an irritated glance at
Soubi. "As usual, hmm?" Soubi coughed a little.
"Oh, look at your ears!" The girl tweaked one of Ritsuka's ears, making
his fur bristle. "So soft! Akiko, come here and see!"
"Ooh!" Another girl's head popped around the side of an easel. "He's so
precious! Sakura, look!"
Suddenly Ritsuka found himself enveloped in a cloud of coos and
giggles, as the girls in the class surrounded him, leaving behind
bewildered male classmates. Ritsuka shot a pleading glance at Soubi,
who was laughing too hard to actually help.
The ado was soon noticed by the model, who seemed more than a little
put out at the loss of female attention.
"I don't see what's so special about him," he called from the platform,
arms crossed. "He's just some kid." When that failed to elicit any
response, the model strode down across the studio and elbowed his way
into the mass of girls. "Who is he, anyway? Your boyfriend, Agatsuma?"
The model reached to yank one of Ritsuka's ears, but Soubi's hand shot
out and grabbed his wrist.
"You don't want to do that," Soubi said pleasantly.
"Yeah, don't be such a jerk!" One of the girls said, and that was
apparently the last straw. Nostrils flaring, the model jerked his hand
out of Soubi's grip and stormed from the studio.
"Soubi?" Ritsuka looked up in horror at Soubi. "I shouldn't've come!"
"Oh, it's okay," the first girl soothed, ruffling Ritsuka's hair. "That
Wakato is just a big drama queen. He can't go on without a hoard of
fangirls."
"All right, class!" a woman with a messy bun and a
long, red, swishy skirt swept into the room, clapping her hands
together. "Please choose an easel and get to work, you only have this
period to complete your masterpieces!" The teacher paused and glanced
behind her at the empty stool. "And who would like to tell me what
happened to the model? Again? An-chan?"
The dark-haired girl,
who'd been trying to sneak to her seat without attracting notice,
straightened and began shame-facedly relating the events of the last
few minutes.
"And who are we to paint now, hmm?" the teacher inquired, tapping her
foot.
"What about Ritsuka?" An suggested. Ears flattening, Ritsuka tried to
duck behind Soubi, but the girl turned to him with pleading eyes. "Oh,
say you will, Ri-chan! You're so cute, we'd love to paint you!"
"Soubi-kun?" the teacher asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Only if Ritsuka wishes." Soubi reached down to tilt Ritsuka's chin up.
"You don't have to, but I would like to paint you too."
"I'll do it," Ritsuka said quietly after a long moment.
"Ritsuka, if you are not sure…" Soubi's hand had dropped to
squeeze Ritsuka's shoulder.
"Soubi! I just said I'd do it!"
"You can't wear that though," the teacher said. She had approached
while Soubi and Ritsuka were talking, and was now fingering the collar
of Ritsuka's shirt. "The color doesn't suit you at all."
Ritsuka thought of the model in just the silk robe and swallowed hard.
He turned pleading eyes to Soubi.
"Soubi, I don't have to…?"
"No, of course not, you're a child!" the teacher said briskly, and
Soubi's grip loosened just a little. "But, instead, I
think…Soubi-kun, may I borrow your shirt?"
Soubi
blinked, than began undoing his white button-down shirt with a shrug.
Several of the girls catcalled before the sensei shushed them, and
Ritsuka giggled when a blush spread across Soubi's nose. The smile
disappeared when he realized he'd have to take off his shirt as well to
trade, but Soubi held his shirt up around Ritsuka while he stripped his
pullover off so that no one could see.
Ritsuka was
practically swimming in Soubi's shirt, the tails falling almost to his
knees and the cuffs slipping down over his hands, but the teacher
pronounced it a success and tugged him towards the platform. Soubi went
to sit at the easel next to Kio and took the spare overshirt Kio was
handing him. He smiled reassuringly at Ritsuka as he slid the shirt on,
leaving it open when it wouldn't quite button across his chest. Ritsuka
scowled when the pairs of girls next to Soubi and Kio edged their
chairs a little closer.
"I knew it," Kio grumbled as he
unscrewed tubes of paint. "I just knew something like this was going to
happen. I'm a model, you could be painting my gorgeous body, but noooo."
"There, there, Kio," Soubi pulled an elastic out of his pocket and
began tying up his hair. "We've all seen your body, after all."
Ritsuka giggled when he saw Kio stick his tongue out at Soubi, and the
teacher, who was arranging the folds of the shirt over the stool,
admonished him not to move so much. Some of the girls gave Ritsuka
little waves and blew kisses, making Ritsuka blush, while the boys
rolled their eyes in disgust.
Once the students all began to
concentrate on painting, it wasn't as embarrassing, and Ritsuka began
to look around the room a little, reminding himself mentally not to
kick his feet. The shirt smelled like Soubi, warm and clean, and
Ritsuka's gaze often drifted over to the fighter, watching the way the
wisps slipping out of his ponytail brushed his neck. Ritsuka smiled
just a little when he caught glints of silver and blue at Soubi's
earlobes as he moved.
One of the girls in the front row
heaved a sigh like her heart was breaking, and Ritsuka flushed again,
tearing his eyes away from Soubi. Instead he occupied himself by
watching the rays of sunlight slide across the studio floor, only
occasionally sneaking a glance at the way it filtered through wisps of
blond.
It didn't seem at all that hours had gone by the time
the teacher clapped her hands again and began giving instructions. When
the teacher announced that class was over, Ritsuka slid from the stool
and hurried down from the platform, trying valiantly to ignore the
girls' giggles and 'Thank you, Ri-chan's. He came to a stop between Kio
and Soubi, and put his hand to his face in dismay when Kio's painting
reminded him of the cut across his face. In all the excitement, he'd
forgotten.
"Ritsuka?" Soubi was drawing him close and tugging
his chin away from Kio's canvas with his left hand. His paintbrush was
still in his right. "Don’t worry, it's the imperfections that
give a masterpiece its charm."
Scowling, Ritsuka twisted hands
in Soubi's borrowed shirt, the worn blue flannel softer than it looked.
He only glanced at Soubi's painting as an afterthought, but then his
breath caught in his throat.
"Soubi…" he murmured. "Soubi, I don't look like that."
"Mmm?" Soubi answered without looking at the painting. "People aren't
my specialty, you know. Kio's is much better."
"You leave me out of it," Kio grumbled on the other side of Ritsuka,
packing up his supplies. "And give me back my shirt before you get
pervert on it."
"No, I mean…I don't…" Ritsuka
fell silent, too embarrassed to get the words out that there was no way
he looked so slender and graceful, so beautiful and sad.
"Soubi…" Ritsuka shook his head to clear it, turning away from
the painting. "Take your shirt back."
"Ritsuka can keep it,"
Soubi murmured, smoothing a line on the painting with the side of his
index finger, then setting down the paintbrush. Kio threw his hands in
the air. "Would you please pull the elastic out of my hair? My hands
have paint all over them." Soubi wiggled his fingers in demonstration,
then half-turned in his chair so Ritsuka could reach.
Ritsuka
blinked, then reached hesitantly up to the band in Soubi's hair. He
tugged a little, then held the ponytail tightly with one hand so the
hair wouldn't pull when he slid the elastic out with the other. He
smoothed Soubi's hair down a little without thinking about what he was
doing, lingering over the kink that the elastic had bent into Soubi's
hair because it felt strange against his palm. Soubi gave a low 'hmmm',
and Ritsuka yanked his hand away.
******
Ritsuka
stopped in front of the painting when it reappeared in Soubi's
apartment a week or so later, leaning casually against the wall, and
the sun dappling the bare floor made him remember the windows in the
studio. He stood staring at the painting for a few minutes, until Soubi
noticed and came over to put a hand on his shoulder.
"Sensei
finished grading the class's work," he explained, one hand drifting up
to brush the pale line that ran over Ritsuka's chin. "She gave them
back today."
"What did you get?" Ritsuka asked, eyes still
lingering on the painted figure that he still felt bore no more than a
passing resemblance to him.
"I got an A for bringing the cutest model."
"Soubi!" Ritsuka knocked Soubi's hand away.
"I got an A," Kio groused from the doorway, hauling through a large
plastic bag with him that presumably contained dinner. "You got a B
minus because you can't paint lighting for shit, and also because you
didn't copy Ritsuka well enough."
"You don't think it looks like me either!" Ritsuka exclaimed in relief.
Soubi shook his head with a wry smile.
"What?" Kio set the bags down on the counter with a thump and came over
to examine the painting with the other two. "No, it looks exactly like
you. I mean, Soubi changed your pose. Look at your hands."
Ritsuka had been so occupied scrutinizing the face and figure, he
hadn't even noticed the hands. While posing, Ritsuka had been clutching
the edge of the stool between his legs, but in Soubi's painting, his
hands were resting on the stool, lightly cupped together as if hiding
something.
"It drove sensei crazy trying to figure out what
you have him holding," Kio added, shaking his head. "I'm surprised she
didn't fail your ass."
As Ritsuka was squinting at the
painting, a breeze outside ruffled the leaves that grew near the
window, making the light shift across the canvas, and Ritsuka thought
he caught just a glimmer of blue and silver between the painted
Ritsuka's fingers.
"It's a butterfly," Ritsuka said, then
looked up at Soubi with wide eyes. "Isn't it?" Soubi answered by
crushing Ritsuka against him in a hug, and Ritsuka struggled
half-heartedly. "I can't breathe! Soubi!"
"Geez, always with
the butterflies." Kio turned his back to them and went to deal with the
food, adding a "you freak" for good measure.