"What's wrong with Kurata?" Waya asked
around a mouthful of half-chewed
hamburger. "You've beaten him before, and at least he isn't a jerk like
some of the older pros."
"It's a long story," Shindou shrugged,
picking at the last of his fries. "I have half his signature someplace,
and if he beats me, he'll want to sign the other half and I'll have to
admit I have no idea where the damn thing is."
"Then don't lose," Waya said, swallowing.
"I wasn't planning on it!" Shindou snapped.
Isumi and Touya exchanged glances across the booth, and Touya smiled at
Isumi's eyeroll.
"Yoshitaka!" came a roar from the doorway, making all four heads
swivel. Just inside the glass doors, Shigeko Morishita was standing,
with arms crossed and foot tapping. "I should have known I'd find you
here! We had a date!"
Waya scooted out of his swiveling chair
and hustled across the floor, murmuring a string of soothing platitudes
about late matches and long fast food lines. Shigeko was eyeing the one
woman waiting for her food with heavy skepticism.
"I'm going
to refill my soda," Shindou said, scooping up his half-full cup and
sidling over to the soda machine, eavesdropping shamelessly.
Isumi chuckled and went back to eating his burger, but Touya didn't
miss the sidelong glance towards the door every few seconds.
"Forgive me for prying," Touya said in a low voice, "but I don't know
how you stand it."
Isumi started, caught, then considered Touya for a moment with a wry
grin.
"You don't miss much, do you?" he asked. Touya shrugged and took a sip
of his soda.
"It was rude of me," Touya murmured after another moment of silence.
"Forgive me."
"Waya wants things," Isumi said, in the same measured way he said most
things, and Touya thought that his face looked not unlike the face he'd
worn when he'd taken that beating from the 4-dan last month. "A Go
title, proud parents, kids. Hell, maybe I want them too."
"Hmm," Touya said noncommittally, but couldn't keep his gaze from
straying towards the soda fountain, where Shindou had given up all
pretense of refilling his soda and was now simply staring at Waya
taking a verbal beating from his girlfriend.
When he tore his gaze away, Isumi was watching him with a knowing
smile.
"It wasn't Morishita-chan's doorstep that Waya showed up on after he
lost to Ochi," he commented, and it took Touya a half-second to realize
that Isumi was answering his earlier question. "It wasn't her that Waya
called from Kyoto to spend three hours rehashing the last ten minutes
of his match. And it won't be her that goes out drinking all night with
him when he wins his first title."
Touya hadn't quite worked
out an answer to that by the time a shame-faced Waya came to retrieve
his bag, and Shindou returned with a soda that he had spent so long
refilling that he had already drunk half of it.
He was still
contemplating Isumi's words on the subway ride home as he watched
Shindou trace attack strategies on the window with his fingertip. He
stopped thinking about Isumi just long enough to smile and wonder if
they were spending too much time together, but then Shindou caught his
eye in the reflection and grinned.
Touya wondered, as they climbed the steps back to street-level, if
Shindou wanted things.
"What's up with you?" Shindou said as he unlocked his front door and
waved Touya inside. "You've said like three words the whole way here."
Shindou hollered to his mother that he was home and began kicking off
his shoes without waiting for an answer, and it wasn't until they were
both upstairs and Shindou was kicking his bedroom door shut that he
turned and eyed Touya directly. "Well?"
Touya didn't answer for
a minute as he slid the goban out into the center of the floor and
knelt beside it. He laid his hands on one of the gokes, tapping his
fingers against the smooth cherry wood.
"Do you want things?" he asked, keeping his eyes fixed on the bottom
right star point.
"Things?" Shindou raised an eyebrow as he dropped his schoolbag on the
floor. "Of course I want things. Are you having some sort of episode?"
"No," Touya chewed on his lower lip lightly, "I mean other things.
Besides Go?"
"No," Shindou answered, so dismissively that Touya lifted his head
before Shindou added an affectionate, "you idiot. Why do you think
we're going to reach the Hand of God?"
Touya grinned, so
suddenly and brilliantly that Shindou stumbled a little as he was
trying to crouch down on the other side of the goban and landed on his
tailbone with a thump.
"What the hell—" Shindou
started, but never finished because Touya had shoved the goban out of
the way, goke lids rattling as one tipped and scattered black stones
across the floor. He seized two handfuls of Shindou's infuriatingly
orange pullover, and pushed him down on his back.
"Ow!"
Shindou snapped, struggling. "Touya, you freak, there are stones stuck
in my…huuuunh," Shindou swallowed the rest of whatever he was
going to say when Touya sucked hard on the hollow of his throat and
slid his hands underneath Shindou's pullover.
A good deal of
time later, there was a sudden knock on Shindou's door, but fortunately
Shindou's mother merely called that dinner would be ready in ten
minutes and didn't actually come into the room. Touya still couldn't
stop grinning, and he felt Shindou's eyes on him as they scrambled to
straighten their clothes and scoop up the Go stones strewn across the
floor.
"Geez, can you get some medication for those mood
swings?" Shindou demanded, shaking several stones out of his jeans'
leg, but his lips were wet and swollen, and Touya let the handful of
stones he'd been gathering slip through his fingers so he could tug
Shindou close and steal another kiss. "If I wanted a girl," Shindou
muttered against Touya's mouth, "I'd get one."
That comment was
the reason, Touya informed Shindou tartly as they stood on the doorstep
after dinner, that Shindou's mother had insisted Touya go home right
after the meal and let Hikaru get to bed early, he could barely keep
his eyes open!
"I don't think I was the one ripping people's
jeans off and blowing the hell out of them. Still," Shindou chuckled,
eyes affectionate and still a bit heavy-lidded, "it was worth it to see
my mother spend fifteen minutes telling you about how the chapstick
from the herbal shop did wonders for her chapped lips and you clearly
need something to help!"
Touya sucked on his bottom lip, which
was still puffy, and scowled, cheeks reddening. He turned to go, but
Shindou snagged his wrist and looked him over carefully.
"The thing from before," he asked, "you're okay, right?"
Touya tilted his head and considered Shindou, shivering just the
tiniest bit at the Go calluses that were grazing the inside of his
wrist, making him recall several other places they had been grazing
before dinner. He spent about a tenth of a second imagining those
fingers grazing somebody else before admitting that Isumi was a far
better person than he was.
"I was just wondering," he
answered casually, "whether you'll look just as cute after the Kisei
semi-finals. Or is that face only for when you get fucked in private?"
Shindou's jaw dropped and he spluttered something unintelligible, but
Touya saw the flush across his nose and the glimmer in his eyes, and
that was what kept the smile tugging at the corner of his mouth the
whole way home.
The scream of "I'll show you who'll get
fucked, you perverted exhibitionist!" that had echoed down the street
from behind him, or the shout of "Shindou Hikaru, get in here this
minute!" that had followed hadn't hurt either, really.